
Michael Jackson - Bad
1. Michael Jackson – Bad
I still remember Casey Casen’s Top 40 Countdown and hearing the song Bad for the first time. It must have been 1987. I was 7 years old. I was in my Dad’s car. And thus began a lifelong love affair with Michael Jackson’s music, not to be confused with a lifelong love affair between Michael and I.
To say I was really into Michael Jackson as a child is an understatement. I was all about some MJ. I had this huge cardboard cut out stand of him, nearly life size, in my room, acquired from a bookstore promoting his auto-biography, Moonwalker. (I had that, too, along with the video/movie he made of the same name.) Oh yea,?was also a member of the official Michael Jackson fanclub.
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Public Enemy
2. Public Enemy – Apocalypse 91
Oh man, this album brings me back to 4th grade. 11 years, sporting a rat tail, and replicating the hip hop listening habits of my cooler older brothers. Insert Public Enemy! I still remember wearing my PE shirt with a cop in crossscopes on the back to my DARE graduation. That was a great moment. This is still an album that gets regular play at my house.
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3. Marilyn Manson – Antichrist Superstar

Marilyn Manson Antichrist Superstar
Oh man, this is somewhat embaressing to include, but no doubt about it, I loved some Marilyn Manson in my early high school years. It fit nicely with my Rocky Horror Picture Show lifestyle I was living at the time. In 9th or 10th grade, practically every one of my friends and myself were mega-Manson fans, constantly sporting his shirts probably in an effort to appear rebellious.
P.S. These songs on Antichrist Superstar also really fun to play on guitar.
P.S.S. Mechanical Animals is also pretty awesome.
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4. Bikini Kill

Bikini Kill - Pussywhipped
In 8th grade, my pen-pal Alice sent me a a tape (an actual cassette tape – remember those?) of Bikini Kill’s music. I remember the first time I heard it. I was at my grandma’s house. My Mom came with mail I had collected while I was away (my grandma lives in another state), and among this bundle was a letter from my penpal and this tape. I put it on my headphones and wow, it was really crazy – I had never heard anything like this. It was super raw, simple, angry, direct, in your face, unapologetic. I loved it! This paved the way to introducing me to good girl-positive, queer-positive punk music that I was really into back in high school.
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5. + 6. Earth Crisis – Destroy the Machines and Vegan Reich – Discography (tie)
While I did become vegan as a teenager before I ever heard of these bands, whose music is mostly about animal rights and veganism (and let’s not forget, violent retribution in defense of animals rights), it was probably less than 6 months into things that I stumbled upon Destroy the Machines, and within a year of that point where I bought Vegan Reich’s CD used from this emo-dude at a show my friend had illegally organized at Bon Park. (The cops let the show go on.)

These bands represent an entire subculture (or if you want to daring, counterculture) based on veganism and a few other idealogical staples; militant stances against abortion and drug use, the use of violence to protect “innocent life”, the
promotion of religious and spiritual exploration predominately focused firstly on Christianity and then later Islam, and, also, I dread to mention, a sort of vague homophobia at times based on the idea of sexuality as presented in religious texts and eastern philosophy.
Either way, I was big into animal rights, veganism, straight edge, and Hardline as a teenager, and these bands and the enveloping culture of vegan straight edge were one of the biggest influences on my life growing up.
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Cradle of Filth - Dusk and Her Embrace
7. Cradle of Filth – Dusk and her Embrace
I was completely obsessed with CoF for a few years back in the early 2000′s. I think I must have listened to them everyday for years. I saw them in Milano, Italy in 2001, it was awesome but also so loud I honestly couldn’t even make out just what the hell song they were playing for most of the set.
I really like reading the lyrics as poetry in their own right, independent of the music. Some of Dani’s writing is crafted beautifully, such as this stanza from a Gothic Romance:
From grace I fell in love with Her
Scent and feline lure
And jade woodland eyes that ushered in the impurest
‘Erotic, laden fantasies amid this warm Autumn night
She lulled me away from the rich masquerade
And together we clung in the bloodletting moonlight’
Pearled luna, what spell didst thou cast on me?
Her icy kiss fervoured my neck
Like whispering waves ‘pon Acheron’s beach
In a whirl of sweet voices and statues
That phantomed the dying trees
This debauched seductress in black, took me….
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8. Aesop Rock – Labor Days

Aesop Rock - Labor Days
I heard Aesop Rock for the first time at my friends apt, when she put it on the computer with instructions for myself and her boyfriend to sit back and take this music in, and be ready to love it.
The rest is history – one of the greatest hip hop albums of all time. Aesop at his best. I am so happy I was able to see him perform much of this album when he went on tour to support his follow-up record, Bazooka Tooth. I also met him at the show and got my picture taken with him! He was super down to earth and just a nice guy. Hell yea Aesop, I heart you.
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Sublime
9. Sublime – Comp from Elle
Sublime is one of those bands I always thought sucked until I really listened to them. My friend Elle made me a comp CD and I fell in love with them.
10 years later, the love affair still hasn’t ended. Happy, feel good, chill music. So good. I can always listen to some Sublime.
Too bad he died before he could release many albums.
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BTBAM - Silent Circus
10. Between the Buried and Me – The Silent Circus
BTBAM – damn, probably my favorite hardcore band of all time.
I’ve listened to them so much over the years.
When Silent Circus came out, I kid you not, it stayed in my car CD player for a year, and I listened to it every single day. Jesus Christ, I love BTBAM.
And like a lot of other bands, they keep releasing really effin’ awesome as opposed to getting worse and worse.
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Honorary Mentions:
Guns N Roses – Use Your Illusions I and II
Nirvana – Unplugged